Favorite essays… Death for Life Ritual 9 Jul 2026July 9, 2026 I’m downloading photos of houses being consumed in flames — huge wild oranges and yellows screaming in the black of the night. I wanna burn this shit to the ground. …
Favorite essays… Riding A Big Change 9 Jul 2026July 9, 2026 What follows is a broad view of transformational processes and how to navigate them; particularly ones that feel like a kind of death. This is strictly my perspective. I offer…
Favorite essays… To Be Loved Upon Surviving 7 Jul 2026July 9, 2026 Trigger warning for near death experience. I’m six years old, visiting my grandparents in the suburbs of Chicago. One day I make a new friend. This doesn’t happen very often…
Prompts Cracks in the World 29 Jun 2026July 7, 2026 Rigid structures or long repeated patterns don’t often change smoothly. Whether consciously intended by us, or via an emergent activity of the playing field, change will happen. Sometimes it takes…
Micro Memoir… My Multidimensional Being 5 Aug 2020July 7, 2026 I know myself as a multidimensional collection of beings that are different aspects of my Self and Experience. I have moments when I feel myself in these other aspects. I…
Eventful stories… A Ritual Emerges 2 Jun 2020September 11, 2020 As I sat under the trees and moonlight, with my fingers in the dirt, tapping in and being a mycelium fruiting body, I was made aware that I needed to do a…
Healing stories… The curtain falls. 3 May 2020July 6, 2026 May 3, 2020 Trigger warning for brief, non-detailed references to child sexual abuse, demons and trauma. For the last six years, which feels more like 15, I've been getting a…
Self Expression Coming Out as a Beautiful Being 6 May 2017July 29, 2020 I am coming out as a Beautiful Being. I've seen, felt, danced and sang as these inner Beings and blossomed in Love. I recently realized the vitality and need to…
Healing stories… The End of Suicide 23 Feb 2017September 16, 2020 A powerful passion is burning through me. I am devouring the deliciousness of this holy fire. The deliciousness of my existence. The glory of the unraveling. The redemption of revelation.…
