Favorite essays… Death for Life Ritual 9 Jul 2026July 9, 2026 I’m downloading photos of houses being consumed in flames — huge wild oranges and yellows screaming in the black of the night. I wanna burn this shit to the ground. …
Favorite essays… To Be Loved Upon Surviving 7 Jul 2026July 9, 2026 Trigger warning for near death experience. I’m six years old, visiting my grandparents in the suburbs of Chicago. One day I make a new friend. This doesn’t happen very often…
Eventful stories… Rebirth #1: First Steps 5 Apr 2020September 14, 2020 This picks up where My Backstory ends. My 44th birthday exit from a near dead life. The moment I drove away from the house, my physical and mental health started…
Eventful stories… My Backstory 5 Apr 2020July 8, 2026 Let me give you a tiny glimpse of the “before” portrait of myself. My 44th birthday was essentially a major rebirth into how I relate to myself and Life now. …
Healing stories… The End of Suicide 23 Feb 2017September 16, 2020 A powerful passion is burning through me. I am devouring the deliciousness of this holy fire. The deliciousness of my existence. The glory of the unraveling. The redemption of revelation.…
