I know myself as a multidimensional collection of beings that are different aspects of my Self and Experience. I have moments when I feel myself in these other aspects. I have moments when I can operate and move energy, and give/receive healing from these other parts of me. Sometimes they are hard to differentiate from spirit animals or guides. Like the Rainbow Dragon, who one day I realized has been with me my whole life. And the the High Elf-like Fae and Faerie I feel myself as, and many people recognize me as, and the Fae accept me as. I also have glimpses of my past lives and “other” lives. I have glimpses of myself as one with Humanity, and glimpses of myself as the Wave on the Ocean. I am trying to get myself to stabilize in these altered states as normal rather than altered. At a few points in my life it was much more the norm. I seem to go in phases and cycles.
I have varying degrees of and methods of feeling these other aspects of me. Sometimes it just takes Joyful singing and dancing to put me in another world. Sometimes it’s connecting with Mountain energies or Planetary alignments. Sometimes it’s with various plant helpers. Sometimes it particular places. Once in awhile it’s with a particular person.
Feeling my Fairy wings is probably the earliest sensation of other worlds. It started back before I believed in other worlds, so it was fleeting and confusing. I ignored it. And then I started wondering about it and relating to it. When I was married and severely depressed, I felt like a fairy whose wings were always in the way and despised by others. This was an opening to my development and freedom.