Feeling a stuck grieving of unknown details, and having enough presence and capacity, I turn to ceremonial Cacao for assistance. I pull out the precious block I got in Costa Rica, made by a woman named Rosemary and the Ticos she trained. I am grateful I carry this with me. As I grate the medicine for drinking, I feel the medicine woman part of myself. I am grateful for her and that this path found me. I long for more. I’m not as active in this aspect as I used to be.
Through all this I am listening to the album A Ceremony of Song by Power Path Music. Such good medicine. Bless them ~
As I was drinking the cacao, it was clear to me how embedded humans are in the Earth paradigm/dream/program. Everything my human self experiences is based on being within and of the Earth. Not other planets or nebulae. The 3D here seems so solid and material and independent. Things grow. Things happen. But. There are cosmic things that can come through. Earth makes the plants we imbibe to help the cosmic come through, breaking the story of what seems like the Earth paradigm. Earth makes these plant chemistries to shift our brain functions and open our conscious awareness beyond the material solid 3D. It’s built in to the system, part of the paradigm. We get into a state much closer to “reality” than the solid 3D experience.
I switch the music to Kaliber by Helene Horlyck. This song sparks the feeling of sacred existence in me. The Forest in front of me turns into a Cathedral. Tears flow and my body opens. I can move again. I pull open my energy bodies in my chest, layers and layers. I cast off energetic clothes that don’t belong. Ahhhhhh here I am.
One of the advantages of being on the Hawai’ian Islands is that the veil is thin, the hologram is tangible there, so it’s easier to interact at the holographic level, beyond the confines of 3D. As I hear myself saying that, I start doing it anyway right here on Whidbey Island. My body starts doing her mudras, moving energy, shifting realms. As soon I get going, super loud sirens start blaring from the fire/medic station a mile away (typical timing for me.) Then a jumping spider is on my right arm. Spiders are carriers and messengers of the energies of creation, fabric of reality, web of life, infinity and more. Yep, the co-creation is coming out loud and clear.
I could see from another “higher” viewpoint through these eyes, overlaying the human view of the dandelions. I’m assuming I was seeing what another aspect of myself in another dimension was seeing. I danced the holographic iterations of me, in sync. I could feel the planetary part of myself at the sails, navigating well. The higher self of me blessed my path and feet.
I felt SO much better. It’s like I’d been too far removed from my multidimensional selves for too long.